wow its been a while...ok lets see since my last update i got a job...nice...

    ok u know who u r...

             from the first time that i saw u u made me smile...from the first time i said a word to u i knew that i wanted that to last...from the first time that i said ur name i knew that this could be...from the first time that i saw ur face u made me say "wow" " ur the most beautiful thing that ive ever seen"...from the first time that we laughed it felt like we were made for eachother...and know that i write this all i can think about is u...ur the one that means so much to me...ur the one that i want to call mine...ur the one that i want to hold...and ur the one that i dont want to get away...ur the one that takes my breathe away...and ur just the perfect one for me...ur the only one that i can see...

Joe

evertime i think of u i just melt inside...when i see ur face u take me away to that special place...ur all that i see and definately the one for me...ur that special someone in my life that i want to hold in my arms...cause when im with u i just have to say i love u

when taking this journey through life ull find a lot of pple that u think is the one for u...but inside is where u truly feel if it is rite...i feel like that special someone of mine i might have seen tonite...but she probably wont know that i even feel that way...i feel that when i see her ill just melt inside and wish i could freeze time...just so i can feel that way forever...then when i have her in my arms thats the perfect moment in my life where time has no meaning...nothing has any meaning...but her...and at that perfect moment i will know that my life means sumthing...that waiting for her was worth it...that she is worth everything to me...thats something that is called love...thanks

Joe

Well its been a while since ive updated...in that time i had a lot of time to think...think about life love and just the journey that im takin...life is sumthin that u hold on to as long as u can and dont let it go...its like that special person in ur life...if u know truly with all ur heart that this person is ur special one, dont let them go...hold on tight...heres a classic song that is great...if u have a chance listen to the whole thing...trust me ull like it if u havent heard it...its about love and sumone letting that special one go and hes goin to get her back...this is ur life and dont be affraid to be urself...take advantage of the things that life gives u...thanks

Joe

ur the reason y the sun rises

ur the reason y it sets

ur the one that means the most to me

even when things might be tough for me

i luv u so much my luv is true

ur the reason y i do everything that i do

ur my luv and my life

thats y u r my wife.

                              luv ya babe happy valentines day!!!!

u know today is supposed to be the day for luv and the day for absolute happiness...but today is the day that i felt the most lonliness and most separated from everyone...i felt that everyone else was having a good time and had sumone to spend it with...but i didnt i felt lonley and thats sumthing that is one of the worst feelings...i need the good times and i need a friend...but thats sumthing that i feel i dont have...sure there r the pple that i talk to everyday but i dont really talk to...i feel like im the only one thats talkin and no one wants to listen...thats y i keep so many things to myself...i feel that no one wants to listen and no one cares...now im lettin what i can out...i have no one to talk to...think about it whens the last time that u heard me call sumone and say i have a problem...i have so many that i cant let out and it hurts...u know i guess i can handle it if no one cares cause im almost done...done with this thing that i call a life...right?...i dont want it to be this way...i guess that if ur readin this ur thinkin what a looser and this kid doesnt get any haha lets laugh...sry

Joe

u know...love is sumthin that no one can live with out...it hurts so bad but if u find that special sumone to share it with try it out...it hurts when u dont try for sumthin that can happen...sure being turned down hurts weve all been there...but u dont know what can happen unless u try...ya valentines day is commin up and i dont have anyone to spend it with...well i guess thats cool but it still hurts...remember those good times forever cause once there gone they might be forever...luv ya pple

    eric...man ur so right dont stop bein urself cause ur a unique person and no one can take that away from u...friends                                                                   

    cbass...man  ur an awsome friend...dont forget about the box...haha

    natalie...babe i luv u...ur such a cool friend and the "bestest"...haha

        everyone else...i know to many pple to write one for all of them so heres one big shoutout for all of u...and i quote

            "love life for what it is and dont stop livin that dream of urs...sure life can be hard but thats when u trun to thoes that care about u most...because if there ur true anythin to u theyll be there for u for anythin...life is hard and theres bound to be those hard times...but who said that life is easy?...live life like its the last day...cause u never know it just might be ur last day...dont do sumthin that ur gonna regret forever...think about those that really do care about u...do we really want u to feel like this?...y would anyone want anyone to feel that bad?"

thanks for readin this

Joe